I'm afraid I'm going to fall
And you won't be there
To wipe the blood
Dry my tears
And tell me everything
Is going to be okay.
As you touch my skin
And the flames unite
I feel whole again
For the first time
In a long time
Or ever.
And then you're gone
And I've forgotten to
Show you how much
You mean to me
Under the covers
At night
Alone
Hearing you whisper
My name
Once again
I deny myself
Any perceived pleasure
In favor
Of cradling my head
In your arms
Imagining your touch
Fatherly now
Feeling loved.
And you won't be there
To wipe the blood
Dry my tears
And tell me everything
Is going to be okay.
As you touch my skin
And the flames unite
I feel whole again
For the first time
In a long time
Or ever.
And then you're gone
And I've forgotten to
Show you how much
You mean to me
Under the covers
At night
Alone
Hearing you whisper
My name
Once again
I deny myself
Any perceived pleasure
In favor
Of cradling my head
In your arms
Imagining your touch
Fatherly now
Feeling loved.