Saturday, December 28, 2013

Lilli Bolero

     Not until I went home for Christmas

did I remember about the trains.  It had

been close to two years before I made it

home again.  I didn't plan it that way, but

it's funny how when one is living life one

doesn't do a very good job living at all, if

you know what I mean.  Busy with work,

my stress levels escalated to an all-time

high.   I nursed my ulcer the best way I

could and spent that year eating a bland

diet of bananas, rice, and apples mainly.  

     I climbed the attic steps, deciding to call it

an early night; I looked forward to a good 

night's sleep. 

     Causing a lulling effect actually,  my

bed vibrates when a train rolls into town. 

I can hear the headboard banging up

against the wall and the flimsy wooden

doors puckering from their seams.  The

attached mirror on the Victorian - style

dresser shakes too, pulsating against the

attic paneling.  Had it not been for my

familiar surroundings, I could almost

close my eyes and visuslize being in a

sleazy hotel.  But what do I know about

sleazy hotels.  Well, there was that one

time, but that's another story.  The train

passes and it's quiet again until another

train passes.  I count. Not sheep this time

but seconds.  The 420 seconds turned

into minute, and seven minutes later a

second train passed. 

     When I awoke the next morning,  I

floated down the steps.  I hadn't slept so

peacefully in years.  My children were

seated at the kitchen table playing 

yahtzee with their grandparents. Sarah

shook the dice. 

     "I think I'll go for my sixes."

     "But you have a one, two, four, and a 

five." 

     "I'm not betting on getting a large

straight and getting a three."

     "But you don't have any sixes."

She shook the dice again, not listening to my 

suggestions.   I had Sarah ' s teenage years to 

look forward to.

"What's for breakfast? "  

My mom didn't respond.  I was worried she 

was still upset about me posting one if her 

photos on Facebook, and she probably still 

was.  Making an impromptu decision to skip 

breakfast, I sat in a cushioned rocking chair 

the living room.  As I dozed in the chair, I heard

voices around me though I could not rouse

myself from my slumber.   

     Sarah, Ian, Miles, my husband Kyle, and

my folks were sitting around the Christmas 

tree and they were laughing.  

Grandpa said, "When your mom was in high 

school, she took an advanced biology class.   

At that time,  she happened to be the only 

female student in her class."

Oh Dad, not this story again.

"She had a difficult time trying to prove herself

as a credible force to be reckoned with.  For her first project she bought a mouse and trie to teach it to run through a msze.  IZaire making great strides until...

Until what grandpa.?

Well kids can be cruel.  There was a bad snowstorm that year and your mom couldn't get to school to feed the mouse.  Before she got to school two days later, the monsters in her class took it Zidane hanged hum from the lid of an ice cream buckey.  When she opened the bucket she saw the prank.  


TBC








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