In the Moment

Indifference and want of affection
Have led me here
Not yet grown up
Until I learn to like coffee
Looking forward to lobster
And sushi
My first concert
Journeying from my house
That is no longer a home
Getting to know me
My spirit and soul I have abandoned
Long ago
Resigned to settle
Get up each day
Restless
Unhappy
I brush against you
Inadvertently at first
And then deliberately
No longer frightened
By the past or the future
Staying in the moment
Feeling the dry heat
Against my skin
Knowing someday soon
My very nature will be
Satiated
Through the rain, fog,  sleet,  and snow
I come to you
Ready to submit
Collared as I am
Succumbing to your power
And your embrace
Giving birth
To that which I implore
Master can you hear me?