On You

You used to make me feel that I could do anything and everything
You are the reason why I used to believe
And now it comes crashing down
Swirling around me
Robbing me of even the last breath
Even the last breath
Even the last breath
Even the last breath
You're the reason why I can't
Read any more words written by you
I miss you
I construct fantasies about you
I like the bondage ones the best
Though I doubt I cross your mind
I'm giving up on you
I'm giving up on everything
Maybe someday when I've purged
All of my secret sins
You can come back to me
But for now I'm giving up on you
Only in my dreams do you appear
The hellish nightmares I construct
I wake up screaming
And believing
You are near
Clawing me with giant talons
That you wear
Don't come near me any more
I am the dust that you see
Even I have given up on me
Even I have given up on me
Even I have given up on me
Even I have given up on me
No longer do I believe