Tardis

Deep in the recesses of my heart
There is hope
What started unexpectedly
Has grown now
Contemplatively serene
I smile
Embracing my inner
And physical self
There are no musts or shoulds
No normals
After being asleep for fourteen plus years
I am awake
Vigilant
The night watchman securing vacancies
In my heart
I am happy
Putting seedless grapes in your mouth
Laughing
Unloading barrels of sticky delicious wine
Listening to Bob Marley
And Frank Sinatra
Knowing that my body isn't perfect
And knowing that's okay
Relishing relaxation
And reclaiming self
Breaking down the fear factor
One step at a time
I have a palette for giving
Painting passion and climbing
Through the portal of your heart.