Cruel Fate

Hope lost
Fate challenged
Holding on to you and me
Purpose
Meaning
Trust in Him
Though I am shaken
Broken
Ruined
Always with me
I can't see you
Still afraid
Does He know what He is doing?
Never going to leave
Take my hand
Be with me
Can't understand
Each new day is worse
Than the last
And it's only been five days.